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Announcement........ [20 May 2003|07:09pm]

ATTENTION PLEASE!


First I'm sorry for the inconvenience...but as some of you may know I hate the SN artisticmorgan...it was all I could come up with at the time ... and I didn't put as much thought into it as i would like to of done. So I have finally broke down and decided I'm going to change it...my new lj is lunarfilly : ) I hope everyone will add it to their friends list! I love all my LJ friends old and new and I don't want to lose any of you...please add the new name! This is a final name I won't be changing it again :) I feel that this one better suits my avatar "Skylar" and feels more personal. More "ME!" I'm sure you can understand that : ) . Also Please don't remove this one yet. I will be writing in it from time to time only until everyone has had a chance to get this message and my paid account on it has expired! Thank you so much for doing this for me. I hope you all understand why I'm doing this and that you all add me again! I love yas....
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[20 May 2003|11:22am]
Sigh, it was a long long night but everything is going pretty good. All the puppies seem healthy right now and Dayize is doing just fine. I didn't get to bed until 1am. When I woke up Shane was at the foot of the bed checking out the newest members of our family. He seem happy about it.
I'm trying to do some artwork but it is coming along slowly. I'm depressed and I don't know why. I think I'm just stressed out over everything that has been going on lately...I want to get along with my mom better but I don't know how to make that happen when it seems all she can do is talk about me like I'm the biggest failure in the world. I'm sure that I'm exaggerating that but that is how it feels. I don't know...mom and I have nothing in common at all. It is like I was switched at birth sometimes. We are complete oppossites.
I'm glad Shane is going to be home tonight.IT will be good to finally get to send some time in his arms. He makes me feel better just being around him.
I clean all day yesterday not i don't want to do anything today. Though I should be working on the bedroom after Shane gets up. He is going to kill me but I have been thinking about moving the computer out of the bedroom again. I don't know if I will or not though.
Back... Tracy was outside feeding my horsies some grass so I showed her my favorite puppier! Hurried him back to his momma but Dayzie seems to really trust me with them. She attacked Azzy this morning over them lol. Poor Azzy didn't know what to think...all he knew he one minute he was on his way to the kitchen to see what I was cooking and the next he was being malled by a rabit boston terrier lol. I saved him : ) .
I'm glad Dayzie is being such a good momma.
My head is starting to ache, good thing I picked up asprins yesterday. If I get a headache and I take something right when it starts I'm fine... but if I don't get anything it slowly progresses into a migrain.
Lit some Jasmine incense ... maybe that will help.
I will finish what laundry I got today and that will pretty much be it going to work on some drawings and be happy my husband will be with me tonight. Yep sounds like a plan.
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[19 May 2003|11:37pm]
11:23 the second girl has been born! Fourth pup...looks alot like the first boy puppy! Lots of white with lil spots on butt. Can't see that much of her yet she is still being cleaned really good. This could possibly be that last pup...I guess time will tell but so far two boy and two girls that MATCH! What a perfect litter....I will be posting picks ... though I don't know how soon I will have to get a camera! I'm so excited ... I'm jotting down little details and will tell them as I know about who is who! So far all has came out healthy and HUNGRY! EEEE!!! I don't know if I will sleep tonight, I hope if I fall asleep she doesn't have anymore ! I would hate to have everyone on record and then someone else be born and I won't know the time or anything !
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Then there where two more ...... [19 May 2003|10:23pm]
at 9:49 the second puppy was born...another goregous little boy. Typical boston markings...not as special as the markings on the first. Two spots in the white on the back of his head....

at 10:15 the first girl was born! She is alot like to second boy marking wise...she is still being cleaned so I'm not to sure about everything about her looks yet.....

I'm doing this so I will know exactly who is who and when they where born! That way I can tell the new owners when they find their homes!
Anyway back to baby watching ... I'm going to have to give her dry bedding soo ....
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First baby has arrived ..... [19 May 2003|09:39pm]
At 9:28 the first baby was born! Dayize is being a good mommy ... she has cleaned him right up with NO help ... something she has had trouble with before. IT is GOREGOUS...alot of white with 4 big black spots on the butt, typical boston markings on the head...blaze (large ) sides black ect....and it is a boy! I'll keep you posted... he is drinking right now ...everything seems to be going great!
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YAY~~ This is it ...... [19 May 2003|07:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]

DAYZIE IS HAVING CONTRACTIONS!!! Puppies will be here soon!!!!!

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Oh Gee ... Look how bored I am... [19 May 2003|04:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]

IDENTIFICATION

*1. Full birth name: Heather Marie Dustin
*2. Natural Hair Color: red ~ summertime strawberry Blonde
*3. Hair Color Currently:red with blonde bangs....
*4. Eye Color At Birth: blue
*5. Eye Color Currently: depends on my mood blue to blue grey
*6. Height: 5'3"
*7. Glasses/Contacts: nope 20/20 vision ( sure that will change thanks to staring at the PC screen to much
*8. Birthdate: December 26th, 1978
*9. Sign: capricorn
*10. Current Age: 24
*11. Siblings Names: only child
*12. Location: Walton, West Virginia
*13. School Attending: NOT
*14. Current Grade: The eggs in my fridge say A
*15. GPA: Don't remember ...C adverage I didn't try
*16. College Plans: Right now I have to worry about being a mommy, I do believe that it is never to late though and plan to someday study to become an art teacher
*17. Planned College Major: Art
*18. Planned College Minor: Art Hey that is all I care about ...
*19. Any Piercings: 4 in left ear, 3 in right soon to change
*20. Any Tattoos: someday I'm going to have Skylar tatooed on my shoulder blade

>SOCIAL LIFE:

*1. Girl Friend(s):Right now I have no real life friends...I like being alone but I'm soon going to a wicca meeting and hope to meet some new people
*2. Guy Friend(s): see above
*3. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Husband
*4. If No, Current Dating Partner: Husband
*5. Current Crush: Johnny Depp but his restraining order is pulling us apart *sigh*
*6. Hobbies: riding horses, art
*7. Pager: No
*8. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: I'm usually lurking in the shadows, I fear people.
*9. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: 96 Dodge Interpid , marroon in serious need of a wash
*10. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: *deep breathe* Z-71 off road, 4x4 Sliverado 1500 extended cab, with lift kit, tented windows, black , Chevrolet...not that I'm picky or anything
*11. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: I have no friends to hang out with, so I guess date
*12. Where Is The Best Hangout: at home where the horses and great dane are.
*13. Do You Have A Job: For 4 years I was a self employed equine & pet portrait artist,people took the fun out of painting for me so for now I'm just working on my own thing, someday soon I will return to making money from art til then I'm happy just being a mom.


>PERSONAL:

*1. Who Is Your Role Model: Don't have one.
*2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: People who think they own the world, people who abuse animals, people that litter, people that "rape" the earth, people how are close minded ... are you seeing a pattern here...lol
*3. Have You Ever Been In Love: Yes
*5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: yes
*6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Before I was married ... I was usually to shy to go after anyone. I honestly thought no one could ever love someone like me.
*7.Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): No, I dispise lying...even online.
*8. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge on Someone Because They Hurt You: of course, I'm one person you don't cross...
*9. Ever Been Cheated On: no
*10. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: Yes
*11. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: neither...I don't like to hurt people, nor do I like to be hurt.
*12. Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": Relationship
*13. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no.
*14. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yes
*15. Do You Want To Get Married: Already am
*16. Do You Want Kids: already have one , want more ? NOOOOO
*17. Do You Believe In Psychics: yes
*18. Do You Believe You Know The Person Who You Are Going To Marry At This Point In Life: I would say I know him pretty well lol
*19. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Body: eyes
*20. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: I care ...to damn much...but I like that about myself
*21. Are You Happy With You: Sometimes
*22. Are You Happy With Your Life: sometimes
*23. Are You Scared Right Now?: I don't scare easy
*24. Depressed?: all the time
*25. If You Could Change Something In Your Life Right Now, What Would It Be: To be less depressed and to love myself more
*26. Say Something To Someone That May Or May Not Read This That You've never Told Them, But Need To: For everyone that reads my LJ, or is there when I'm down...you mean alot to me and have helped me more than you will ever know. Thank the goddess for all of you.


>> FAVORITE:

*1. Sports Team: I hate sports
*2. Room In house: bedroom and livingroom
*3. Girl's Name: Nikki
*4. Guy's Name: Damon *my sons name*, and Tylor
*5. Person to talk to about your problems: Shane
*6. Song: Billy Get Your Guns
*7. Movie: Young Guns I & II, *Fun Fact* I have a weird obsession with Billy the Kid
*8. Actor/Actress: Emilio Estevez
*9. Beverage: Sprite Remix, Vanilla Coke, Rum & Coke
*10. Candy: Twix
*11. Family Member: Damon and Shane
*12. Salad Dressing: Blue Cheese
*13. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: My 4 foot tall Scooby Doo Shane got me several christmas' ago
*14. Favorite quote from a movie: Billy the Kid,"I'll make you famous." Lestat, " Will all my lil black heart."
*15. Day of The Week: Saturday
*16. Color: black & blue
*17. Perfume And Cologne: I don't usually wear any but I do like Sweet Honesty
*18. TV Shows: King of the Hill, Simpsons, Drew Carry, Croc Hunter, As The World Turns, Unsolved Mysteries, X Files, 24 , Scooby Doo,
*19. Flower: Tiger Lily
*20. Fast Food Place: Wendys
*21. Game: Tomb Raider and Devil May Cry
*22. Teacher: dont have any
*23. Love Song: dont have one
*24. Clothing: Jeans, loose shirt
*25. Possession: My breyers, Books of Shadows, Wedding Ring , diary
*26. Vacation Spot: anywhere around animals and nature
*28. Person To Get Advice From: Shane


>> THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE U:

*1. Cried: no
*2. Bought Something: yes
*3. Gotten Sick: no
*4. Sang: yes
*5. Eaten: Yes
*6. Been Kissed: yes
*7. Felt Stupid: all the time
*8. Said I Love You: Yes
*9. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved Them, But Didn't: No
*10. Met Someone New: no
*11. Moved On: No
*12. Missed An Ex: No

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From beinging to end it pretty much sucked..... [19 May 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | working ]

Merry Meet!
Began this morning by picking Shane up from work. We got breakfast at Tudor's because Damon insisted on a blueberry muffin for breakfast. * yeah, my kid is spoiled rotten* besides Shane and I where kind of hungry too. I've noticed that I'm not wanting to finish anything I'm eatting. This could be a good thing...anyway...I told Shane that the horses fences was about down so he told me to drive on up to Thrift way and we would get a couple of fence post to fix it.

We get that and hear a pretty good cat fight * real cats not bitches clawing each other sorry GUYS *. I felt sorry for the grey and white cat ... he was pretty beat up from it...I got some groceries and we leave there. On the way back home my tire goes flat! Since my spear kicked the bucket a few weeks ago and I'm to stupid to have it replaced I had to call mom to bale me out of trouble. We where almost to Jennings Gas Station so I carefully drove it there and parked my car. Called mom.

She picks us up and JUST can't wait to start bitching at me about this thing and that. Not only about how I should have already put new tires on my car months ago but about everything else I have done in my life. I can't believe how many times she likes to tell me I'm such a hateful person when everyone that meets me thinks I'm pretty kind. I will admit that if you push me I will break down and bite you head off. But if your nice to me I'm nice to you.

Do all mothers do that ? Make you feel like crap? She doesn't realize how hard it is for use to make ends meet sometimes. Yeah, it could be easier if I didn't have all the animals i have in my life but I tell you all what...them, Shane and Damon are what holds me together. And we have cut back a lot.

So, I snapped at her. It was either that, or let her see that she was about to make me cry because I was having a hard enough day the way it was and she was just adding to my pain. Snapping at her made me feel like a complete ass. I just wish she would try to see the world the way I do sometimes. Maybe she would be a bit more understanding.

Yeah, She loves me and I love her more than she will ever know. She just doesn't know what to say to me sometimes. And i don't think she realizes how much of what she says to me hurts.

Anyway...got the tire fixed came home and poor Shane has been up all day fixing my fence while I have been cleaning every inch of our home. Steam cleaning the carpets and everything.

Friday night Shane worked a 25 hour shift...seriously! Thank god he was off Saturday if you can call that being off. But now he has been up all day today too and will have to be back at it again in just a few hours. I don't know how he does it. He is just pushing himself to far. I wish he had tonight off and not tomorrow.

I love Shane so much. He may not be home as much as other guys, or make as much money...but he loves me and will do anything for our family. Guys like that aren't always easy to find. I don't know how I got so lucky.

Merry Part....

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Tested my Paganismismism ism ... [16 May 2003|12:23pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Serious Pagan!
You appear to be a serious pagan! You don't take
offense at being challenged, are willing to
read and learn for yourself, and are willing to
face the difficult parts of yourself and your
spirituality. You also appear to have actually
had experience with the Divine. Maybe you can
be a good influence on the ones with their
heads in the sand!


Serious pagan or fluffy bunny?
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Still no puppies...she is sleeping and what I thought was contractions seem to have stopped for now ... so I think it would be safe for me to leave the house for a while. I'll still keep things posted... I WANT MY PUPPIES ! lol : )
Watch her give birth while I'm gone ..... GGGRRRRR

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I think it is time........ [16 May 2003|11:04am]
[ mood | excited ]

I was wanting to go into town. I needed to run to ProArt for some things and also I wanted to go to Wildflowers again and just as I was getting ready to leave I saw that Dayzie was acting funny. She is searching the house for a "nest". I am pretty sure that is what she is doing. It is almost time. Or at least I think it is.
I just looked at her and I think she is having contractions...now I am pretty sure it is time. I'm getting excited! I'm not sure if she wants me hear for it or not. I know it would be good for me to stay with her. I just dont want to make her nervious. We have been through this before. I'm not leaving til I know for sure she isn't going to pop a pup out as soon as I turn my head.
I will keep you posted......

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[15 May 2003|09:27am]
IAmAGiantMutantKitten
I am a giant mutant kitten. Not strange at all.


Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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[14 May 2003|11:31am]
[ mood | energetic ]

Merry Meet,
Wow finding all kinds of things locally about paganism and wicca groups. I even found some chatrooms I like going into. I met a wonderful lady in Florida last night that was looking for a wiccan study buddy and she and I agreed to email eachother and help our growth together. It is nice having new friends!! I have been studding wicca since I was 15 years old but now I'm actually started to FEEL like that is what I am. I tell you it is WONDERFUL!
I have never felt a deeper connection with the earth, plants and animals around me. My spirit feels ... I don't know how to discribe it....but it is so wonderful. I feel so alive and happy. I feel so connected and so in place with everything.
I'm even getting ready for my first solitary ritual which will take place when the moon is full and the eclipse happens tomorrow nite. I'm so ready.
I'm getting artistic ideas and visions ... I think my art is about to explode in a wonderful way. I'm even more confident and working on applications pieces for yerf * even though some things about it discust me *.
I wish I had someone close to share all this with. I wish I had a wiccan friend that lives here in West Virginia. Soon, I feel that is coming soon.
Anyway...I will stop boring my non~witch LJ friends with my religion.
Merry Part and Blessed Be
~*~ Heather "NightFilly" Elmore ~*~

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LOL .... [13 May 2003|12:36pm]
Foot Note: One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob:

"If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts."
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Ho Hum .... [13 May 2003|06:55am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Yesterday I studied my books all day, trying to find what will get me closer to the direction that I want to go...plus did some laundry boreing housewife crap like that. Jack was upset because I didn't bring him anymore leftovers. I'm keeping a very close eye on Dayzie to and staying home more because I know that she is going to have these pups before the end of this week. It will be any day now.
Shane has been so tired this week. They must be working him hard. I know he is usually tired but not like this. I can barely get him up for work. I feel sorry that I even have to because he looks like the walking dead.
I read a bunch of the "chic" comics yesterday from Beatles posts ... my feelings about them ranged from laugher to being discussed. Where these people get their ideas about things. Some of it was freaky. It is kind of entertaining though.
Today, I don't think I will be doing much of anything. I found a site yesterday where you could find Pagans in your area and email them...I found 4 that are in Clendenin ! That is only 10 minutes away. I was so shocked....I emailed all the females. I didn't want to make any guy friends. Found out the hard way that most of the guys on the net aren't looking to be just friends. And I'm to happy with the man I have to go frucking that up. Plus ... I'm kind of leary of meeting men anyway.
So hopefully some of them will get back to me especially this one lady...I have so much in common with her! She loves animals and is stickly against animal cruelty and she is wiccan. What more could I ask for in a friend? I think we would have alot to talk about. I hope she emails me soon.

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[11 May 2003|11:53am]
[ mood | irritated ]

Happy Mothers Day

To All The Wonderful Moms Out There


I still need to get my mom a present. I'm a bad daughter, I know. This is by the time the stormed stopped all the sellers where gone :grown:. I read Paws entry and called my mommy and told her how much I loved her just so she knows.
I'm so clumsy... I bought a new bottle of dragon's blood ink yesterday and while I was practicing writing with it I spilled it so I gotta get more.
I'm trying to get Shane to go shopping with me. MEN! I told him it would be a little more special if he picked something out, and it would...plus between you and I ...I don't even know what to get my own mom AHHHH.....I got some time though I told her that since Shanes family is having a get together at 1 today that I would be up there after I drop Shane off. I don't really want to go...I NEVER want to go to his family get togethers. I just don't like being around that many peoples. You know me. There isn't any animals to play with either most of his family are not animal people. I don't know what is wrong with them : )
I have a sore throat. Might be forming into strep. I hope NOT but we will see.
Mom and dad are talking about getting another horse. Possibly a paint colt....d'awww .... you know i'm going to claim it ! But that isn't for sure just yet. I guess we will see.
Hmm.... I thought I had more to say but I guess I don't. I should get out of here and get things started.
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Moms Day Shopping and Stuff [10 May 2003|11:13am]
Well, I have this almost typed out and ready to go then I lost my connection because I'm on AOHELL. Lovely, so, here is the second run take two....ACTION,

I have to go mothers day shopping today alone. GRR, Shane is making me to the shopping for his mother day. That is alright though...he is about to get me a brand new blank Book Of Shadows and some dragonsblood ink. So, I have alot to do and I should be getting at it but it is storming outside. Yep...I do mean it when I have said I love storms ( the lightning, rain , thunder, darkness ... but they are hell to drive in sometimes. SO I have been waiting for it to calm down some before I live. Which I think now it pretty much has.
I hate driving by myself...especially one long trips. I have to go to WildFlowers to get my BOS because it is the ONLY Pagan shoppe around here * grumble...WV ... grumble*. It is all the way in South Charleston, the it is off to Capital Flea Market ( which is almost as far away ) to look for Gay ( my mother in law ) some angels * angels GAG!*, and I guess I'm just going to have to look for something for mom. She is probably getting tired of my paintings for presents. Do ALL us artist do that ? IF we can't find something else to buy we make something...This is what I did for her last year..... I have impoved since then thankfully...


For about three years I did nothing but welcome signs as a break from painting portraits and made pretty damn good money at both, this year I haven't sold much of anything .... only because I haven't tried. I'm so sick of selling. Pretty happy just playing with my sketchbook for a while. I might start selling some prints just for pocket change.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BSBSBS BLAH
I guess I should stop rambling and get going .... gotta wash hair then I'm off :)

Mom got me some sweet honest purfume from Avon...it makes me smell so nice.
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blah...... [09 May 2003|03:47pm]
I'm feeling sick, mostly in my stomache. Also feel somewhat light headed. I don't know if it is where I haven't had anything to eat yet or what is going on. Maybe something is going around because I have read that some other people aren't feeling to well.

I want tomorrow to get here. I miss Shane. I think the reason I like to sit at the computer so much during the day (even if I'm not really doing anything on it...just sitting and doodling ) that it is partly because I'm sitting next to him while he is sleeping :)

I feel like I need a nap.

Whatever it is I hope that it isn't contagious. I don't think I could handle it if Damon was miserable too. Maybe it is just the heat. UGH! It is hot in here.

Dayzie is going to have her pups any day now. I can't be away from the house to much until they are born. I want to be here when it happens. I can't wait. She is SO fat. I can't wait to see just how many are in there !

I haven't said anything about Jack in a while. He has almost gained all the weight that he needed to put on from where I bought him. I'm pretty proud of myself for the care I have giving him as shown so well in the sort time that I have had him. He is now nicknamed DINO!!! Because when I come home he is pouncing on me!! AGH ! Ever had a HUGH Great Dane think he can just jump up on you like a chihuahua would! It is kind of scary.
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Mmmm....... [09 May 2003|03:06pm]
wolverine
Sheesh, another fangirl. Well, I dont blame you.
How can any woman resist a sexy body, and the
ruggedness that is Wolverine? Hes a loner by
nature, a heavy drinker, and is plagued by
memories of his past...or lack thereof. It may
take time to work your way into his heart, but
when you do, he'll do anything for his woman.
Just be careful, he has a tendency to stab
people in his sleep. ^_^;;


Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Usually, I'm not much of a facial hair person ... but on Logan it is very yummy. Actually my man wasn't on this quiz :( wasn't even in the movie ....

I say Gambit is in X-men 3 or we kidnap the producer until our damands are met.
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[09 May 2003|11:37am]
aww .... thunder is shaking the house and I hear the rain coming down...storms are wonder.

OH wait my car window is DOWN!!!!!! AHHHHH ......
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Ramblings and Art ( enjoy ) and I added Some people to my friends ....reason at the bottom [09 May 2003|11:08am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I did a quick job on this mostly to get finished in some form because I was getting bored with it like I do with some things from time to time. I kind of like it ... there are some things I know I could have done better. Don't give me any chit about her being a tiger in a tree... I know Tigers don't climb trees...but she isn't a tiger she is something all her own.
Tigers are my second favorite animal if I REALLY REALLY had to narrow down a favorite. That is hard for me to do....


SIGH! I want to go to ProArt but there isn't anyone to go with me and I don't want to make two trips to Charleston today. What to do what to do....
Yeah, I know I said that I was going to make a hay trip with mom...but I'm kinda sick to my stomache so I think I will just pick it up myself today and go tomorrow. Yep, tomorrow is good ... I have all day tomorrow to do whatever I want.

I'm going to add some people to my LJ friends list. Even though , I usually ask first but there is SO many people I wanted to add because I think they are NICE & CREATIVE people that I have some things in common with. If I add you and you want to know why this is the reason. If you would rather NOT be on my friends list just politely ask me to remove you .. no harm done. If you want to add me back PLEASE do I would be honored...one never has too many friends.
If you want to know more about me ... this is my journal you can find out lots of things ...and there is always my website!

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